Pressure?!

I want to get rid of this sensitivity
Sad,jealous and anger
took over my soul.
I longed for freedom
No tears no heartbroken no anger
but that will never happen.

Somebody kill me
but I dont wanna die yet
bcoz she is still alive
so i must continue living because
I love her.

Eventhough I feel like Im hurting myself
for loving her
but I'll take the risk
no matter what.